I have fallen again
just like before
so now I must get up
and struggle some more

I have this pain
reborn again
it dwells inside
always within

wrought by steel
and fire and cold
to be the center-stone
of my life

The joy that flows
through my body
is inexhaustable

I feel this joy
flow through my veins
to my head

It hits me broadside
like a crack to the skull
that leaves you stunned

I don't know what to do
with the new found joy
or were to go

I guess i will end
with this in mind
bless the Lord in his mercy

I wrote this for Lydia Poe. For those of you that don't know her, she is a sweet charming girl that is wonderful. I love knowing her and talking to her.

To a Friend (She is)

Oh, where to start
I ask myself
about this person
who has a big heart

She is so sweet
kind and fair
loves everyone
with deep true care

She is there
when you need her
always ready too
lend you her ear

She is always joyful
always gay
happy and fun
ready to play

She is the best of friends
anyone knows that
I am glad to have met her
through a quick chat

Why must I go through this mystery again
the deep aching pain
of not being able
to be loved

I want to know why
I can't conqueor my own heart
I feel so dark inside
because I am lost

I am lost at what to do
what to say
what to make her
say yes

I just don't know
I don't know anymore
what I should do

I guess I will push on